Aim high, Soar high

Yeah i dunno what to put for the title so I think its fitting that u guys/gals can put watever u like.[edit: if u read on, u’ll understand why the title is like that.]

Wow. First word in my head. Wow to how long i haven’t updated this blog of mine haha. Man seriously its been that long huh. Actually these few months have been pretty uneventful in a way. Okay maybe not that uneventful. Loads of stuff happened.

Got a new laptop. Dell Inspiron 14R.Got the blue colour instead. Should’ve gone for the red one. red car, red bag, blue laptop…. =.=”

Thomas Cup was over and just as I and millions of other malaysians predicted, Malaysia lost. BIG SHOCK according to our sports minister. He was shocked that China was good. WTF. China has been mopping malaysia’s ass on the court for since i can remember. Dumbass minister.

Which reminds me. Racial tensions. Yeap. Every year something like this happens. Some minister from somewhere will always forgot to bring his speech or points, from which his secretary spent the whole night writing so that he wouldn’t fuck it all up but eventually did. (nice job) And bcoz of that he has to say watever that is in his mind. BIG MISTAKE. Malay fella kutuk chinese, chinese fella kutuk malay. And here we go again. Malay fellas will use the chinese = immigrant card whereas the chinese use the if it weren’t for us u wouldn’t be living so comfortably card and bla bla bla. But we’re not here to talk about it so let’s stop it there. PS dear ISA. If ur reading this I seriously totally honestly put that statement as a joke and I do not mean any disrespect to whatever races in the country. Pls note also that the omission of the indians from the statement do not support the fact that I am an anti-indian fellow as well.

Everybody graduated. yeah most of em anyways. Some already working. Some still studying. Some still dunno what to do. And as much as it pains me to say it, Some are on Holiday (nooooooooo………. )Which reminds me. the last weeks of April was one of the worst in my life. There was this one week where my entire batch went to pulau perhentian. leaving me alone in the hangars. Now there is a reason that i didnt join them. I got screwed over by my training school. Here’s what happened.

I made plans with my colleagues from another batch. Was planning to go to Phuket. Just as we were about to book our flights and finalize everything. One of my colleagues received a call. Training school has decided to schedule them for a class. And SO COINCIDENTALLY BY SOME DIVINE INTERVENTION OR MIRACLE, They were scheduled to have class on our holiday period. Bloody hell when planning, we ask them got class or not? got class or not? they say no no no. go check timetable. timetable got write anything? no right? then dont have lor… !@#$%^&*() By the time they told us we couldn’t go. My pulau perhentian mates had already set everything up. And unfortunately the flight tickets were already gone.

Feeling down, I thought to myself. Nvm la at least can do oral. So i canceled my leave which i applied for an opt to do some oral-ing. This time i was screwed by the other training school. Assessor went for holiday. Shyt. Everytime the word holiday surfaces, something horrible happens.

So no oral. No holiday. No batch mates to work with. Loneliness follows. Now if u guys have probably read from my pencil case’s keychain, it wrote May fear being alone. And sadly its true. To those who never read my keychain well u have now. Haih. I’ll be honest to everyone. Im not exactly sociable. I mean i try too hard and I always say the wrong things. My mouth opens. The word comes out then the head deciphers it. By then GAME OVER.  The opposite person lost interest in u, doesnt bother and doesnt care. Maybe thats why i like to write. I mean if i make any mistake i get to just highlight it and hit backspace. Of course i tend to ramble a lot and deviate from one thing to another but its how my mind works.

My mind is like this. everytime I think of something i’ll do it. then something else comes up and the old memory is wiped clean. So now u know everytime im thinking of something awesome, something lame comes and fucks it all up. either that or I call it rambling. speaking of which.

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okay i cant find the damn video on youtube. Guess ill break it down to u. In this scene of the simpsons, their finale of season 21, Moe joins the american idol judge panel and when it came to ellen’s turn. she begins rambling. So i guess i got the idea from there. Oh it was a funny episode anyway. If u’d like can ask from me.

Well gee what do ya know? loads of stuff did happen. And im not so stressed up anymore haha. I hope u all enjoyed reading this as I did typing it. I know its all words and no pictures but all great stories dont have pictures. IE: harry potter, lord of the rings. Oh wait they have motion pictures…

Yeah i know. Some blogger i turn out to be haha.

I mean its been 3 months since an update and what a hectic 3 months it has been.

January

Well during the month of january, many days were spent studying in classes and sweating off in the hangars, and i must say i enjoy my time there. No effin roll calls, no effin master parades, no effin nonsense anymore. Its either class or work. Oh and the occasional oral assessments which i dread. There was a highlight in this month. I used my first annual leave to go to Langkawi haha.

The last time i went to langkawi was like god knows how long ago. All i remember was an eagle and awana porto malai. Sadly those were the only 2 landmarks i can recall. But not this time around. The trip too langkawi was a welcome breath of fresh air. I mean i got to do what i love best and that is not studying!! We visited the popular spots, went island hopping, rented a car, and bought duty free chocolates and booze. It couldve been an awesome trip if not for the journey to go there and back. Shyt 4 hours of doing nothing. If thats not bad enough, on the way back for 4 hours we were listening to ne-yo songs coz apparently he was coming down to malaysia.

February

This was an awesome month. First of there’s the CNY celebrations. Then theres the non stop gorging of food. Then there was the PS3. Oh man a PS-effin-3.

Ive always wanted to get a PS3 but unfortunately there were many reasons why i didnt wanna get it.

1st thing is the price of the games. A PS3 game costs 100++ a piece. The more popular titles cost 100% more. Yeah after buying like wat 8-10 games, u wouldve saved enough money to buy another PS3. Nevertheless most games can be traded, or bought cheaply (2nd hand games) but the issue comes to play if u wanna play a new game. 2nd reason is the fact that some of the games which comes out on the market, are also available on the PC and we all know what that means. Alternative access for the financially handicapped people. or in laymen terms “arrrrr thy mates. tis the plank for ye!!”

ahem…

Anyway moving back on track, CNY was probably the longest holiday ive ever had. 9 days wei…… Shyt its like semester break for me.Unlike everyone whos living a normal life.

On the first day we had lion dance over at my place. Then we gambled, laughed, took pictures, sweat, screamed and took angpaus. Money + holiday = perfect combination. This went on for the next few days minus the lion dance part.

February was also marred by a horrible horrible heatwave which struck malaysia. Everywhere is so bleepin hot. Why imagine me working inside an aircraft (turkey). Inside the aircraft itself is so hot and stuffy (im the stuffing). Now imagine the hangar, with its steel frame and metallic plates, yeah it looks like an oven isnt it. Yeah the sun acts like the heat, the hangar as an oven and im the stuffing in the big turkey for thanksgiving.

March

Its the third month of the year and ive been a pretty lazy ass so far. Im way off in my OJT (on job training) schedule. Im far behind from completing my assessment task cards, and im even further behind from my oral assessment. Guess i need something to motivate me, u know to get back in shape. like one of those rocky movies. yeah they always cheer me up.

Anyway my wake up call came in the form of my bro’s SPM results. He didnt do well, so i spent the remainder of the day to comfort and advise my bro. And it made me realise one thing.

It made me realise that. Shyt! Deja vu. That was what happened to me, myself 4 years ago. Now i realise i gotta be hardworking again and start revising stuff. hydraulics, ATA chapters, and all those systems should be at my fingertips. I gotta take the initiative again and not depend on others anymore. If not it’ll be me in my bro’s shoes again. I once was in his position and now he’s repeating it and it showed me that history is repeating itself. Im not going to let it happen again and im going to change starting from…..

well next week perhaps? haha

*there seems to be a problem with the image updating thingy on wordpress* will update soon but knowing me haha…

Okay fine its not the world’s greatest post i’ll admit to that. Things have been going up and down and i its still going down…

UP

1.  Pass exams yay!!!!!!!!!!

2. No more ROLL CALLS!!! weeeeee

3. No more singing NEGARAKU UNDER THE HOT SUN!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaa

yes mates 3 years of suffering has ended and we enjoyed it M3TC way!…

Were at the roof of our training centre

its not me… but i like the view

another group shot

the planes we see everyday for the past 3 years

freshmen hahahhahaa

Yeah so I guess thats the first UP moment in my life. Then came the DOWN moment in my life.

DOWN

1. Watched the most expensive movie in the world.

Yeah its the most expensive movie…. wanna know why?

2. I lost my phone in the cinema watching this movie. My handphone was small, my pants’ pockets were small and it just slipped out.

wuuuuuuuu……

I missed that phone. It was responsive, it was fast, it could take pics in a sec, watch videos, and man it looks cool. The coolest flip phone in the market at its time. Anyway things looked gloomy at that time but now its all UP and running again

UP

1. Started working in MAS. Even learned to embrace the 1 Malaysia spirit

actually it was nescafe tarik 1….

2. Got a new snazzy uniform too.

3. Went to malacca for lunch and dinner.

teeth rotting goodness mmm…

I still like the normal chicken rice though…

4. Went out wif my “FRIEND” went to watch princess and the frog. It was an okay movie…. not great but at least it beats enchanted….

*sixpence none the richer* SO KISS ME….

5. Finally had the meatballs in IKEA!! and it tasted great.. too bad I had to share it hmmph!!…. haha if she were to read this im dead…

mmmmmm

DOWN

And it all came crashing down ever since……

1. Bought tickets for Storm Warriors. Had to forfeit it (burn Rm11) coz mom was pretty mad at me for obvious reasons. (coming back late from another state + not informing parents = very very very bad idea if ur parents are mine…)

imagine all of this but via the handphone.

the movie which i paid to not see…

2. Lost the coin (the cineleisure ticket) yeah i lost it. and it costs RM30…. fuck me……

3. Got word that ive been chosen for ATR type rating… I wanted a Boeing 737 or any jet engine aircraft.

will explain more in due time…

4. Spilled my lunch all over me and the floor of MHub. (place where I have my lunch)

Yeah things have been going down south really really fast. Hope it all changes for the better. Could really really use some good news

lalala

damnit my post gone… the live writer didnt post the post… crap